Move

Abstract 2016

I'm tired of being afraid
But nothing's gonna change
It's more than just a stupid friend
Yeah he's got a hold on me
Singing why would you do this
Why put me through this

All I wanna do
I'm tired of saying you love me
And hate it
All I wanna do is move
All I wanna do is move

Another night with you again
Hands shaking tryna move the pen
Killing me on you I depend
No matter what I do you always in my head
You took over my life
Got me living dreams that keep me up at night
Are you even aware of my sacrifice ?
Took away any hope of a normal life

You laugh cause you know I never wanted that
You took over my future to help with my past
Is that a deal with the devil?
Or is that a deal with a god?
Am I just at war with the odds
Or am I about to break even?

You know that I would be lying to you to say
I never think about leaving
Somehow I keep on believing
Bigger reasons that you keep me breathing
I know there's people who need it

I just hope that it's right that I lead em
I hope you got something bigger planned
Cause lately I'm questioning everything
But I know that we came too far to go back
Just hope that you don't stab me in the back

Singing why would you do this
Why put me through this
All I wanna do
I'm tired of saying you love me
And hate it
All I wanna do is move
All I wanna do is move

Back in my bedroom studio
Thought we'd be outta here years ago
Working 2 jobs not countin you
You aint really pulling weight like you said you'd do
You ain't really taking shape like they said you would

You ain't really making moves
Like we thought you could
But fuck it we work till we on for good
Millie on Millie when im talkin views
It aint like the world hasn't heard what we do

Working these hours just so I can move
Get back to the city and back to the crew,
Back to the grind
I swear I'm losing my mind
I swear I'm losing the time
I swear that I'm overdue for the crown
You know I'm working for mine

Singing why would you do this
Why put me through this
All I wanna do
I'm tired of saying you love me
And hate it
All I wanna do is move
All I wanna do is move